We are still discussing it. I know I mentioned a few weeks ago that we were going with "whatever happens, happens" but now we are discussing actually "going for it." lol Not trying to prevent it at all. Even natural family planning like we have been doing. Pretty soon we will be all settled in the new house, with an extra room that would be perfect as a nursery. (Sam has said she would give up having a "School Room" if she could have a baby sister.) I mean, I think we are ready. We wouldn't start trying until we were all settled in. So we would have room for her. Jessie has a decent job. I mean we aren't rich, but we aren't hurting, and a baby wouldn't cost too much. Diapers. Wipes. I would breastfeed. And I yardsale for toys and clothes. Plus Hand-Me-Downs are always good. lol. And most importantly, we have actually sat down and discussed Lucy. And while we both would still feel a bit guilty about having another baby, it wouldn't be anywhere near as bad as it would have been before.
Anyway, point is, I think we are both ready. Before we were both saying DEFINITELY NOT, and then out of nowhere we are both sort of swaying toward actually wanting another. It is starting to seem like something is missing, and before we felt complete. I am not sure what changed.
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