Well, you already know the basics, so I am going to try and skip over those...These aren't in any certain order...
1. My biggest challenge is fighting my anger. I get irritated easy, especially with small things. I have gotten better, but when the house is dirty (to my standards), I start to get more irritable. People tell me the house looks great, but to me it doesn't, and I start to freak.
2. I volunteer at AAA Women's Services. (I actually just started.) All I want to do and all I have ever wanted to do is help women and babies. And this is exactly how I feel I can.
3. Sometimes I can tell I am a kid raising a kid, especially when we do what we are doing right this very moment...Staying up late, eating a "cup of cereal," and watching a movie. Honestly, I don't feel like there is anything wrong with it, but sometimes I wonder how it will effect her later.
4. I have never met anyone who gets embarrassed easier than I do. When I meet people for the first time, I always freak over what they think of me, to the point of tears sometimes.
5. I am Queen of CHEAP. I don't buy anything new. I don't buy name brand. And I don't waste.
6. I feel that I will be punished for my past mistakes. Sometimes I feel like something will happen to Samantha for it.
7. Speaking of Samantha, I know it's weird, but Samantha is my rock, along with Jessie of course, but Samantha has gotten me through a lot. She listens. She is so comforting. She Loves me UNCONDITIONALLY. And she doesn't judge. She is too young to.
8. I Love to bake, but I don't like to eat sweets. I Love to clean, but I hate to have a clean house, because then I can not clean anymore.
9. I hate REGULAR routine. I used to Love it! I used to Love waking up early, going to school, coming home to eat dinner, bath, and then bed. Now I like to stay up late, wake up early, and do something more with my day. Everything else that needs to be done can wait until night.
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